Poem of the Week, by Warsan Shire

Screen Shot 2018-04-05 at 8.44.01 AMI’ll rewrite this whole life and this time there’ll be so much love, / you won’t be able to see beyond it. 

These lines, from the gorgeous poem below, bring me back to childhood and the novel that more than any other book made me want to be a writer. A Tree Grows in Brooklyn is about Francie Nolan, who grew up on the mean streets of Brooklyn in the early part of the 20th century.

She was a lonely girl, even though she was loved, and so was I. Her love for the world and being alive in it was wild and intense, and so was mine. She was filled with longing and confusion, and so was I. That one teacher –the one she adored—told her that in life, she should tell the truth of the way things happened, but that in the stories she wrote, she could make up her own endings. She could write life the way it should be. Warsan Shire is too young to have read A Tree Grows in Brooklyn, but she knows way down deep in her bones the profound power of words to transcend experience.  

 

 

Backwards, by Warsan Shire
 
         for Saaid Shire
The poem can start with him walking backwards into a room.
He takes off his jacket and sits down for the rest of his life;
that’s how we bring Dad back.
I can make the blood run back up my nose, ants rushing into a hole.
We grow into smaller bodies, my breasts disappear,
your cheeks soften, teeth sink back into gums.
I can make us loved, just say the word.
Give them stumps for hands if even once they touched us without consent,
I can write the poem and make it disappear.
Step-Dad spits liquor back into glass,
Mum’s body rolls back up the stairs, the bone pops back into place,
maybe she keeps the baby.
Maybe we’re okay kid?
I’ll rewrite this whole life and this time there’ll be so much love,
you won’t be able to see beyond it.

You won’t be able to see beyond it,
I’ll rewrite this whole life and this time there’ll be so much love.
Maybe we’re okay kid,
maybe she keeps the baby.
Mum’s body rolls back up the stairs, the bone pops back into place,
Step-Dad spits liquor back into glass.
I can write the poem and make it disappear,
give them stumps for hands if even once they touched us without consent,
I can make us loved, just say the word.
Your cheeks soften, teeth sink back into gums
we grow into smaller bodies, my breasts disappear.
I can make the blood run back up my nose, ants rushing into a hole,
that’s how we bring Dad back.
He takes off his jacket and sits down for the rest of his life.
The poem can start with him walking backwards into a room.

 

 

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Poem of the Week, by John Freeman

Screen Shot 2018-04-05 at 8.43.51 AMWhat wearies you? What renews you? Who brings you joy? Who exhausts you? When you think of safety and comfort and happiness, what place or person comes to mind? The answers to these questions are already known to you. They live in your body, in a place beyond conscious thought and its dangerous companions, rationalization and overriding.

If you turn to your body for answers you will know when someone’s love is not love but control and need. You will know when you are living not in safety but in fear. Over time, you will slowly learn to trust yourself. When I first read this small, curious poem below, a deep heaviness descended on me and I physically shrank into my chair in recognition and sorrow. John Freeman says so much in so few words. 

 

Mail, by John Freeman

We wrote one another a lot
those days, long winding
letters that crossed a country, in which
I asked if she knew my gratitude;
her replies so generous
it’s only now I realize
my gratitude wasn’t gratitude
but another request.

 

 

Books of the Month, March 2018

The Song Poet, by Kao Kalia Yang.

IMG_9345Everything that Kao Kalia Yang writes I read slowly and usually twice, not because there is anything confusing about her sentence structures but because her words and stories fill my heart with emotion. Sorrow, love, longing, rage and redemption – page by page, they all swim through. This is the second memoir by Yang. Her first, The Latehomecomer, was published some years ago and is (to my knowledge) the first Hmong American memoir, about her family’s long and arduous journey from the mountains of Laos to the refugee camps of Thailand to the grueling new world of Minnesota. In The Song Poet, which is primarily about her father Bee Yang, she adopts the voice of her father along with her own in order to tell his personal story and the family’s continuing saga. I treasure this book. It belongs on bookshelves everywhere, not only because of its beautiful portrayal of the painful triumph of a family beset by a new world, but also because it’s a reminder of just how hard it is to build a new life in a distant land. A profoundly moving book.

 

Saga, by Brian K. Vaughan and Fiona Staples.

IMG_9347I’m late to the Saga party, but WOW. What a fabulous beginning to a graphic epic of one small family in a universe at war. Volume One and I spent the whole day together curled up on the couch, because I couldn’t put this book down. Fierce Alana, tender Marko, and baby Hazel –who is one of the narrators of the book, from an unnamed perspective many years hence– are impossible to resist. Artwork by Fiona Staples perfectly complements Brian K. Vaughan’s narrative, which leaps into action with the first sentence and Does Not Let Up. I’m swept away. Volume Two of many is up next. Highly recommend.

 

IMG_9349Future Home of the Living God, by Louise Erdrich. 

Louise Erdrich’s latest is her first novel set in a future dystopia. Although scratch that – the future dystopia she describes in Future Home of the Living God feels pretty damn familiar. The flow of this novel is both waterfall and still pool and I read it with mounting unease and fear, the same way I remember feeling when I read The Handmaid’s Tale many years ago. In fact, Future Home of the Living God might best be read as a later edition, a companion piece to Atwood’s novel: an uneasy pairing, both harbingers of doom, both battle cries for the resistance. Highly recommend.

 

Turtles All the Way Down, by John Green.

Years ago, when I read TIMG_9348he Fault in Our Stars, I remember thinking, damn, this guy is captivating. I passed that book on to both my daughters and we all held it to our hearts and still quote lines from it to each other. Turtles All the Way Down is another book I’ll hold in my heart. John Green has an uncanny way with snappy dialogue, the profundity of best-friendship, setting (this one is set in his native Indianapolis, and after reading it I feel as if I could draw a map of the neighborhood), and his books are both deeply sorrowful and funny as hell. The man doesn’t shy away from the harshness of life, in this case the loss of a parent and the main character’s ongoing struggle with debilitating OCD and other mental health issues. Nor does he shy away from how beautiful life can be. What I most love about Green’s writing is how his characters slice through the external layers and speak to each other directly from the heart. It’s as if instead of turning away from the fact that they –and we–are all mortal, they fully know themselves to be exactly that, and they cut away the bullshit and get straight to the heart of the matter. Wonderful novel.

 

IMG_9418Landscape with Invisible Hand, by M.T. Anderson. 

Argh! Why does everything this man writes destroy me! But also leave me weirdly gratified despite my deep disturbation! I swear, M.T. Anderson cannot not write an incredible book. This one reads like a return to the world of Feed, which was written fifteen years ago and which has haunted me ever since. In the brief, hilarious, and devastating Landscape with Invisible Hand, the hapless inhabitants of planet Earth have traded their soul permanent colonization by the alien Vuuvs in exchange for advanced technology and cures for all diseases. But now there are no jobs, no money, and more illness than ever, because no one can pay for the Vuuv cures. Like Future Home of the Living God, this novel reads like a near-future/present-day dystopia. Help. I kind of hate to recommend because this one hits so close to home, but I have to recommend anyway. Hugely. It’s brilliant.

 

WPA Guide to 1930s New York City, by the WPA writers.

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This was a very cool and unexpectedly moving read for me. The Federal Writers Project was sponsored by the fabulous post-Great Depression Works Progress Administration (God, I wish we had something like that these days). My mother lent this book to me, urging me to read the Lower East Side section because my Jewish grandfather and his family settled in the tenements there after escaping the pogroms in Russia at the turn of the previous century. (My family’s story is a familiar one: they worked in the sweatshops, suffered from grinding poverty and poor health and unending work, and my great-uncle eventually died of suicide rather than put his family through the pain and expense of watching him die of tuberculosis. But I digress.) To read the descriptions of an area I know well, through the eyes of a 1930’s observer, is to experience the era in a particular and specific way – instead of a movie creating an era and scene, it’s words on a page. Fascinating glimpse into our country’s history.

 

The New Yorker, by a whole bunch of very talented writers.

IMG_9346Yes, I’m adding a bunch of latest New Yorkers to this list, because let’s face it, people: A single New Yorker is the equivalent of a book. Which means that if you make it through an entire New Yorker every week, you’re reading a book a week. I used to panic when the New Yorkers would start piling up – I felt guilty and ashamed and like a loser. Then I said the hell with it and gave myself permission to read whatever I happened to read that week, or any week, or even years later. I have loved this magazine my entire adult life, and not once have I let my subscription lapse. The writers are so damn good, and they take their time, and I take my time, and that’s a beautiful thing in a world paced the way this one is paced. Some of my favorite writers ever began and/or still write for The New Yorker, people like Atul Gawande and John McPhee and Jelani Cobb and Jia Tolentino and Jerome Groopman. My secret pleasure: Reading the tiny reviews of restaurants I’ll never go to, just because I love the way a room and tables and plates of food on those tables come to life in my mind. 

 

 

 

 

Poem of the Week, by Reiner Kunze

Friends, if you’re interested in taking a one-day creative writing workshop with me, I’m teaching two of them in Minneapolis next month. May 5: The Freedom of Form. May 6: Writing through Pivotal Points. Click this link for more information and to register. I’d love to see you there!

 

IMG_6637Long ago I wanted to write a book with an underlying theme of superheroes, but I was stuck. So I asked my son, then a teenager, this question: “What, in your opinion, is the most essential trait of a superhero?” His answer was immediate and clear: “A super villain.” 

Forces that oppose each other hold great power in their opposition. Think of our current political nightmare, which pits one force against the other as if those who don’t think like you must be your enemy. But opposition doesn’t have to mean conflict and scorn and hatred. Most oppositional forces in the world, at core, work together to create something bigger than themselves. My grandmother was an incredible cook; my grandfather was an incredible washer of dishes. My friend is a wonderful driver; her wife is a wonderful navigator. My dog needed a long walk every afternoon; I needed to get out of the house. And on and on and it goes. Poem of the Week, by Reiner Kunze.

 

Two Rowing, by Reiner Kunze, translated by Birgitt Kollmann

Two rowing
a boat
One
knowledgeable about the stars
the other
knowledgeable about the storms.
One
will lead through the stars
the other
will lead through the storms
And at the end
at the very end
the sea will be blue in memory.

 

For more information on Reiner Kunze, please click here.

For more information on renowned translator Birgitt Kollmann, please read this lovely post about her by one of her English “translatees”.

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Poem of the Week, by Jaime Manrique

Istanbul, smoking hookahFive years ago this week my older daughter and I were sitting on the porch of a cafe in Istanbul, smoking a hookah and eating mezes and pita bread. Later, we walked the streets of our neighborhood, which was on the Bosphorus. At one point the muezzins began their call to prayer, the sound of their voices wafting over the stone walls and cobblestones of that vast and sprawling city. The sun was falling below the horizon and my daughter was walking ahead of me, her tumble of dark curls falling over her navy jacket, and my heart seized up in a familiar way, the way it has seized up my entire life, when the world is too beautiful and you want to stop and freeze it but the minutes are passing and passing and passing regardless.

You can come back here, Alison, I told myself, you can come back. A familiar silent refrain, something I have told myself every time I’m traveling and the heart seize happens again. But you can’t come back. There’s only that moment, and then another moment, and every moment replaces the previous one. Tonight I think of all the skies / I have pondered and once loved, says the poet in this gorgeous poem below. The minute I read those lines I was transported back to that beautiful evening on the Bosphorus with my beautiful girl, and my heart seized up all over again. Poem of the Week, by Jaime Manrique. 

 

House
     –  Jaime Manrique, translated by Edith Grossman

It is a July night
scented with gardenias.
The moon and stars shine
hiding the essence of the night.
As darkness fell
—with its deepening onyx shadows
and the golden brilliance of the stars—
my mother put the garden, her house, the kitchen, in order.
Now, as she sleeps,
I walk in her garden
immersed in the solitude of the moment.
I have forgotten the names
of many trees and flowers
and there used to be more pines
where orange trees flower now.
Tonight I think of all the skies
I have pondered and once loved.
Tonight the shadows around
the house are kind.
The sky is a camera obscura
projecting blurred images.
In my mother’s house
the twinkling stars
pierce me with nostalgia,
and each thread in the net that surrounds this world
is a wound that will not heal.

 

 

For more information on Jaime Manrique, please check out his website.

For more information on acclaimed translator Edith Grossman, please read this interview.

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Poem of the Week, by Mary Oliver

Hey there, little guy. 28056283_10156130850921407_3444412315520744499_nIt’s been almost a week now. I washed your blankets and hung them on the line. The mats and small rugs we scattered around on the wood floors to help you with traction are stored away. The Painter put your bed in the storage room and washed your food and water bowls. Neither of us can talk about you in public, so we don’t.

I held the phone to your ear at the end so that the girls you adored could tell you what a good boy you were, that they had always and would always love you, and that you could go now. The Painter and I had our arms around you when you died, and we wrapped you up and carried you out to the van together when it was over, crying so hard we could barely see.  

Remember that day at the humane society so long ago? It was late, near closing time. We had been searching for weeks. We walked down the single aisle –it was a decrepit humane society, not one of the bigger and better-funded ones– and you were in the last cage. They had just admitted you that day. You looked up at us and slid your paw under the latched gate. You were not even a year old, a puppy in a Harley collar, and the family who surrendered you had written on the intake form that you were a “poor fit” for them. 

PeteyTheir loss, right? You were a perfect fit for us, even though, full disclosure, you did drive us all a little crazy back in the day, when your hearing was perfect and your eyesight was perfect and you were wild with energy and too smart for your (our) own good. You barked at the mailman every single day, you had to be put in tennis ball detox time and time again, you shook that little green rug back and forth so violently I used to worry that you’d jostle your brain. And let us not forget your undying hatred of tiny white fluffy dogs. 

At some point in the day you would sneak up on my perfectly made bed –this is back when you could still jump–and pull the quilt down and take a nap in the exact middle. Maybe you thought I wouldn’t notice. Remember how you jumped up onto the counter, a trick you learned from the cat, and gobbled down half that birthday pound cake before I came tearing into the kitchen like a banshee? Remember how those two guys in the car followed us that one day laughing and laughing because Miss, did you know that you and your dog have the exact same walk? Remember that other day when you and I practically ran around Isles and Bde Mka Ska because I was convinced that someone was tailing us, and then sure enough, that nice African guy came panting up to us at the end and said, Lady! Why you got to walk your dog so fast! I try to keep up for my exercise but my God lady I cannot! Remember how you would jump and scream –literally scream, not bark or yelp–when someone you loved walked through the door? You did that the very first time you met the Painter. It was a love affair between the two of you.

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In the first few years when my babies were at their dad’s and I couldn’t sleep in the absence of their presence, I would wake you up and clip on the leash and out into the darkness we would go, tromping around the lakes, miles in the moonlight and street lights. It was the middle of the night but you never complained. You never whined. You never held back, wanting to stay home. You forged on, steady at my side as far as I took you, and I was not afraid because you were with me.

In fact, you always wanted to be with me. If I was sitting with my legs crossed, you draped your head over my ankle. If I was lying on the couch, you were curled up next to my feet. The last couple of years you would stand at the bottom of the stairs looking up at me, trying to gauge if I was going to stay up there a while instead of zipping back down, before making the slow clamber, one step at a time, up to be with me. Even at the end, when you must have been in bad pain, you still tried to get up so you could be close to us. So you could push your nose into our palms, lean your head against our legs, curl yourself into a black comma beneath the table as we ate. 

IMG_9295The day after you died, the girl to the right, the one who never, ever remembers her dreams, told me she’d had a dream so vivid it woke her up and she’d gone out to sit at her kitchen table to think about it. I was in a big city and I had to rescue a little dog and I was panicked and searching the city everywhere for him and finally found him. And he was in a little park playing with a bunch of other dogs, and he was so happy, and I realized I didn’t have to help him, so I left him with the other dogs. Do you think maybe it was Petey, sending us a  message?

The last thing you ate was your pain pill, hidden in a glob of peanut butter that you licked off my fingers. There’s a half-full box of treats sitting on top of the fridge, and a half-full bag of food next to it. There’s a stack of neatly folded bandanas, all colors, on the shelf. Your blue collar and the sheriff address badge that we bought so long ago are on the couch. I don’t know what to do with them. I don’t know what to do with all this sorrow.


Pete. Petey-boy. Sweet Pete. You were the dog of my children’s childhoods, and now they are grown and you are gone. You were the dog of my life, Petey. Rest easy sweet boy.

 

 
 
I Ask Percy How I Should Live My Life, by Mary Oliver
 

Love, love, love, says Percy.
And hurry as fast as you can
along the shining beach, or the rubble, or the dust.

Then, go to sleep.
Give up your body heat, your beating heart.
Then, trust.

 

 

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Poem of the Week, by Ada Limon

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The way the dark-to-light green concentric curves of artichokes, halved, look on the wooden cutting board. The way the round radishes, sliced thin, fan out on top of the slices of blood oranges in the white serving dish. The way baking powder biscuits can be a love letter if you cut them out with a heart-shaped cutter. The way the tightly-closed daffodils, $3/bunch at the grocery store, open in a few hours when set in a glass full of water. The way the hummingbirds dart in and out of the birds-of-paradise bush just outside the window. The way my little girl used to lean her head against my hands as I braided her hair. These and a thousand other little things, and only the little things, are what I’ll miss, if missing is possible in the beyond. Poem of the Week, by the magnificent Ada Limon.

 

The Last Thing, by Ada Limon

First there was the blue wing
of a scraggly loud jay tucked
into the shrubs. Then, the bluish
black moth drunkenly tripping
from blade to blade. Then,
the quiet that came roaring
in like the RJ Corman over
Broadway near the RV shop.
These are the last three things
that happened. Not in the universe,
but here, in the basin of my mind,
where I’m always making a list
for you, recording the day’s minor
urchins: silvery dust mote, pistachio
shell, the dog eating a sugar
snap pea. It’s going to rain soon,
close clouds bloated above us,
the air like a net about to release
all the caught fishes, a storm
siren in the distance. I know
you don’t always understand,
but let me point to the first
wet drops landing on the stones,
the noise like fingers drumming
the skin. I can’t help it. I will
never get over making everything
such a big deal.

 

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Poem of the Week, by David Kirby

Me and ArthurOnce, a long time ago, I went to a jumprope exhibition in the gym of a middle school. There were teams of tandem jumpers, rope dancers, and synchronized twirling. The students had practiced for many weeks prior to the exhibition. This was back in the days of big VHS camcorders, and I had one on my shoulder so I could record the coolest moments. At the very end of the competition, the gym floor cleared and a single jump roper entered the room from a side door. One of his legs was twisted up behind his head –it looked effortless, he was that flexible and agile–and he did so many tricks so fast and so well, jump-roping the whole time, that I kept the camcorder trained on him. The crowd burst into a roar.

Then I realized that the jump-roper was my son. Holy shit! That’s my son! I said, and that got recorded too. 

It’s weird, when your kids grow up. Of course you expect it, and it’s wonderful, but still there are moments when you can’t believe it – like, wait, what? When did this happen? How did it happen? This bittersweet poem, which I loved the first moment I read it, makes me feel like crying the same way I feel like crying when I watch that long ago videotape. Holy shit, that’s my son. 

 

Taking It Home to Jerome, by David Kirby

In Baton Rouge, there was a DJ on the soul station who was
always urging his listeners to “take it on home to Jerome.”

No one knew who Jerome was. And nobody cared. So it
didn’t matter. I was, what, ten, twelve? I didn’t have anything

to take home to anyone. Parents and teachers told us that all
we needed to do in this world were three things: be happy,

do good, and find work that fulfills you. But I also wanted
to learn that trick where you grab your left ankle in your

right hand and then jump through with your other leg.
Everything else was to come, everything about love:

the sadness of it, knowing it can’t last, that all lives must end,
all hearts are broken. Sometimes when I’m writing a poem,

I feel as though I’m operating that crusher that turns
a full-size car into a metal cube the size of a suitcase.

At other times, I’m just a secretary: the world has so much
to say, and I’m writing it down. This great tenderness.

 
 
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Books of the Month, February 2018

Looking for a good book? Here are my favorites from the past month.

IMG_9110What It Means When a Man Falls from the Sky, by Lesley Nneka Arimah. Holy crud, but this woman can write! I don’t often read short story collections, mostly because a short story sucks me in so completely and then poof, it’s over, and I have to gather up emotional energy to read the next one. But these stories flow one into another in an almost novelistic way, even though each features different characters. Set in Nigeria, the U.S. and elsewhere, this book is about the ties –of family, of love, of misery, of geography– that bind us. Astonishingly good.

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True Crime Addict, by James Renner. This book, by a citizen detective who set out to solve a cold case about the disappearance of a young woman in the New Hampshire woods, is fascinating. Not only because of all the hidden stories he uncovers, but also because it’s a glimpse into the origins of fixation, and how closely attuned they are to our long ago personal histories.

 

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Rainlight, by Alison McGhee (yeah, me). Why did I re-read a novel that I myself wrote a long time ago? Because I am a fool who can’t remember all the details, ages, and dates of my own characters’ lives, and yet I continue to write novel after novel in which they appear and reappear. It’s horrible to re-read my own work –I usually try to avoid it at all costs–because I just want to keep revising it. That said, this novel (my first) surprised me. It was really pretty damn good. Super cheap too, as an e-book anyway.

 

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The Bright Hour, by Nina Riggs. This is one of the most beautiful books I’ve read. Nina Riggs was a poet, something abundantly clear in every passage of this lambent, funny, heartbreaking and profoundly tender memoir. I loved this book and will not forget it.

 

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Wonder, by RJ Palacio. I’m late to the party here with Wonder, but what a kind, observant, and loving book it is. Told in different voices, most of them middle-schoolers, this novel charts a year in the life of Auggie, a kid with chromosomal differences that have given him an extremely unusual face. Palacio has her ear to the pulse of life in middle school, all the ins and outs and warring factions of a time I for one would rather not remember, and she brings all of it –the good, the bad, the ugly– to memorable life.

Poem of the Week, by Ross Gay

IMG_0696A child I didn’t have has been with me throughout my adult life. He has grown up without me in a shadow world that exists within this world: invisible but close by. In dreams he stands in the doorway of a room I’m writing in, his feet on the doorsill, never stepping into the room itself. He’s tall now, and lean, and always smiling. The fact that he never existed makes him no less real to me. Every one of Ross Gay’s poems goes straight to my heart, but none quite like this. 

 

Poem to My Child, If Ever You Shall Be, by Ross Gay

                        —after Steve Scafidi

The way the universe sat waiting to become,
quietly, in the nether of space and time,

you too remain some cellular snuggle
dangling between my legs, curled in the warm

swim of my mostly quietest self. If you come to be—
And who knows?—I wonder, little bubble

of unbudded capillaries, little one ever aswirl
in my vascular galaxies, what would you think

of this world which turns itself steadily
into an oblivion that hurts, and hurts bad?

Would you curse me my careless caressing you
into this world or would you rise up

and, mustering all your strength into that tiny throat
which one day, no doubt, would grow big and strong,

scream and scream and scream until you break the back of one injustice,
or at least get to your knees to kiss back to life

some roadkill? I have so many questions for you,
for you are closer to me than anyone

has ever been, tumbling, as you are, this second,
through my heart’s every chamber, your teeny mouth

singing along with the half-broke workhorse’s steady boom and gasp.
And since we’re talking today I should tell you,

though I know you sneak a peek sometimes
through your father’s eyes, it’s a glorious day,

and there are millions of leaves collecting against the curbs,
and they’re the most delicate shade of gold

we’ve ever seen and must favor the transparent
wings of the angels you’re swimming with, little angel.

And as to your mother—well, I don’t know—
but my guess is that lilac bursts from her throat

and she is both honeybee and wasp and some kind of moan to boot
and probably she dances in the morning—

but who knows? You’ll swim beneath that bridge if it comes.
For now let me tell you about the bush called honeysuckle

that the sad call a weed, and how you could push your little
sun-licked face into the throngs and breathe and breathe.

Sweetness would be your name, and you would wonder why
four of your teeth are so sharp, and the tiny mountain range

of your knuckles so hard. And you would throw back your head
and open your mouth at the cows lowing their human songs

in the field, and the pigs swimming in shit and clover,
and everything on this earth, little dreamer, little dreamer

of the new world, holy, every rain drop and sand grain and blade
of grass worthy of gasp and joy and love, tiny shaman,

tiny blood thrust, tiny trillion cells trilling and trilling,
little dreamer, little hard hat, little heartbeat,

little best of me.

 

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