Poem of the Week, by Lucille Clifton

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My scrolling photo display starts up in the kitchen at six every morning. Often it’s my mother smiling out at me. Hi Mom, I say to her, and then I stand watching: my mother leans back in a park chair in Old Forge, face upturned to the sun. My mother stands next to my daughter, both of them holding ice cream. My mother crouches next to her firstborn baby, a look of utter love on her face.

You can’t be an orphan when you’re a woman in your sixties, except that you can. How wrong she wasn’t here for last week’s election results. How wrong she won’t be here to decorate a Christmas tree. How wrong she can’t laugh at her great-granddaughter’s adoration of the stained hard plastic baby doll she drags everywhere. It has been exactly one year now since we took turns at the microphone in the church. The world churns on. I will never stop missing her.

November 1, 1975, by Lucille Clifton

My mother is white bones
in a weed field
on her birthday.
She who would be sixty
has been sixteen years
absent at celebrations.
For sixteen years of minutes
she has been what is missing.
This is just to note
the arrogance of days
continuing to happen
as if she were here.


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One comment

  1. Robin J Phillips's avatar
    Robin J Phillips · 3 Hours Ago

    Oh, but your mother is there for all those things … you carry her forever. I wrote this one year after my Mom left us.

    TO MOM, ONE YEAR ON

    Sorry
    Mom said that a lot during her final weeks
    Sorry you have to help me
    Sorry I’m such a bother
    Sorry I made a mess

    Being from the ‘I’m-so-much-more -evolved-emotionally’ next generation
    I suggested
    Maybe you could just say
    ‘Thank you’
    That might feel more positive, Mom
    Thank you for taking care of me
    Thank you for helping me
    Thank you for cleaning up this mess
    Thank you for loving me

    Although she didn’t say it out loud,
    I’m sure she was thinking to herself
    ‘You don’t have to be
    such a smart aleck’

    Because she was sorry
    Sorry to need a hand
    Sorry to lose her independence
    Sorry to be aware enough to know
    she was confused
    And a little bit sorry to have me
    see her like this

    To you, my Mom
    I say ‘Thank you’
    Thank you for the memories
    Thank you for letting me help
    Thank you for riding out
    your final days with us

    Thank you for raising a smart aleck
    Thank you for loving me

    ~ Robin J Phillips May 18, 2020

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